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NERVE
03:04
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Gather round ye' girls and gays
My bitches and I bring stories your way
Now open up you filthy varmint
locked and loaded in the cock-pit
I'll give you something to live for
That male gaze, you're so amazed
Don't make my existence another chore
This shit barely pays
I'm gonna make the whole world mine
Now please tell me one more time
How much I don't belong
And how much you hate my fucking songs
I taste a little bit of blame and keep my god damn maiden name
High time I've felt like this before, you bet your ass I want some more
Like the snot out my nose, I'll get them running, god damn she's stunning
I got some nerve, I got some nerve!
You would love it if I crawled away
Eating dog shit and razor blades
Jokes on you, I'm here to devour
Kiss my ring if you wanna taste power
I can't stand the way you talk to me
I hate the way you count to three
Your immature ass acts out of spite then has the nerve to call me late at night?
Mom said to stay inside, dad said to look alive
Both my eyes are made of glass and I'd break them both to kick your ass
Sorry mom, sorry dad, I found my own way to bite
I don't need a god damn role model, I need me a fucking knife
I taste a little bit of blame and keep my god damn maiden name
High time I've felt like this before, you bet your ass I want some more
Like the snot out my nose, I'll get them running, god damn she's stunning
I got some nerve, I got some nerve!
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In Between
05:06
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I can feel my mouth turning into salt
Stuck in a room for days but it's all my fault
I go out to come back in
I can't sleep, paranoia has skin
It's the in-between that kills me
It's the in-between that kills me
From miles away and living alone
Feeling more like an intruder each time come home
I have been swallowed by psyches bow
crawled for the light, lay me low
It's the in-between that kills me
It's the in-between that kills me
I am a toothbrush that fell on the dirt-covered floor
Spit on me, dust me off, and use me some more
Exhaust my soul to every corner I find
You might do the same, fools gold in your mind
Are you with me? Can you hear me? Is this the right thing? Can I foresee?
It's the in-between that kills me
It's the in-between that kills me
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She
04:03
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It's so heavy
She's so mean
I've grown tired even in my dreams
It's so cold
She's dark inside
I feel too old not even twenty-five
I can see you
Making them beg for it
All the black and all the blue
You're so cruel and confident
Was it worth the time?
Am I here to stay?
There would be nothing at all if she had her way
Kiss me slow it's me to you I bestow
Do not move you might be a needle but I'm a groove
It's so easy to say
"What's the point"
When I know it's true
Who wins the fight
I took a drag before I rest
Eat my words
I do my best
I'm not ready to go
To your familiar home
You may win the day but not the rest I roam
I succumbed and am captivated
Damp in the weight of you
I am a sailor and you're my tattoo
Kiss me slow it's me to you I bestow
Do not move you might be a needle but I'm a groove
I succumbed and am captivated
Damp in the weight of you
I am a sailor and you're my tattoo
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Obsessive Compulsive
03:50
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Nothings gonna matter til' everything's in place
Nothings gonna happen if not this way
Nothings gonna count until I'm through
What's there to do, the air has been tainted too
Each sound louder than the last one, kiss me goodbye
My fingers curl, all teeth collide
These thoughts are mistaken, I'm in disguise
I see it all with these television eyes
If I stay in one place, I begin to mold
If it's saved for tomorrow, I will be too old
If I lose count of footsteps, I will fall
If I must do anything, I must do it all
Each sound louder than the last one, kiss me goodbye
My fingers curl, all teeth collide
These thoughts are mistaken, I'm in disguise
I see it all with these television eyes
Don't touch me, let me go
Don't touch me, let me go
Don't touch me, let me go
Don't touch me, let me go
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Hypocriticals
02:43
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You'll do anything for clout
Even if it's against your praised words
When you come to tour in my town
You put us down
Us girls, we run this shit
and you treat us just like we're throwing fits
Fuck you and your preying eyes
You hide behind an image of lies
Say your words but your actions don't stick
Coward, you make me sick
You made a mistake, don't underestimate me
You're a pale eyelid, I'm a UV ray
Stand with the victims of every assault
I will tell you first hand, it's not your fault
Your survival is not a shield of accountability
You will face your actions with your own two feet
You not doing anyone favors
It's quite far from cute
You're not the only one hurting
One strike to get a taste of my boot
Say your words but your actions don't stick
Coward, you make me sick
Back the fuck up, get off my ass
You're the perfect salt to walk on, lacerate my feet on glass
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British Racing Green
04:04
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Month 10, I cut and then I bleed
I live out the space between my teeth
The weather outside is much beyond heavy
I just drink some water and go to sleep early
Give me Halloween
But don’t hold me back
I was left to clean
With British racing green
I was left to clean
With British racing green
I’m sick of a place I don’t want to leave
I promise I will pay you back for the tea
I like the 2 doors in a house-made just for three
I want all the love that you want to give to me
Wading in gutters, each sound louder than the last
Single-speed, all I need, please hold the overcast
Standing outside, years on the qui vive
Doing what's best is sometimes an uncertain thing
Give me Halloween
But don’t hold me back
I was left to clean
With British racing green
I was left to clean
With British racing green
Burnt down match factory rose back up beyond its size
I never lost control to what I utilize
The hour is the shiver in my femur to my spine
The tomorrow is the pupil in my dilated eye
Give me Halloween
But don’t hold me back
I was left to clean
With British racing green
I was left to clean
With British racing green
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ily
04:02
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What is it about you that makes me happy
What is it about you that makes me true
What is it about you, I wanna know
What do you want me to show you
What is it about you that makes me happy
What is it about you that turns grey skies blue
Well, my baby, there's one thing that I know for sure, and darling
It's cause I know, I love you
Can you feel the air up north here
What is it with the flutter inside
To be honest, it's kind of gross but pretty damn easy to diagnose
I am ready, I got my shoes on and they're tied
What is it about you that makes me happy
What is it about you that turns grey skies blue
Well, my baby, there's one thing that I know for sure, and darling
It's cause I know, I love you
I have been searching for years for someone to ride with
All that searching stopped the moment I met you
Every stretch of road feels like flying
Oh, I know you turn each day new
What is it about you that makes me happy
What is it about you that turns grey skies blue
Well, my baby, there's one thing that I know for sure, and darling
It's cause I know, I love you
It's cause I know, I love you
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Decay Yrself
03:42
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I do not run I do not hide
I've seen my blisters from the outside
Move your body in the sun to dry to let your dead skin die
Decay yourself I'm a brat leading the back of a pack of rats
Your guts will turn and decide as car and skull collide
Your laugh is getting louder as you choke on seawater
I will not wait on anyone, I am my own daughter
Go on and take your aim, go on and choose your pick
With daggers taken out, I'm sick, I'm sick
I let go and carry the load, for the weight I sing my ode
When all I states are dead flies, stuck in my teeth and there to memorize
If there's no you there will be no god, bullets out, I won't be your gun
When all you have left is all you are, what will you have left after they take it all
Your laugh is getting louder as you choke on seawater
I will not wait on anyone, I am my own daughter
Go on and take your aim, go on and choose your pick
With daggers taken out, I'm sick, I'm sick
All skin burned to the third degree, I swore it was good for me
You saw me, I tried, and then you buried me alive
You cheater, you liar, you're not as good as your mama sold
You coward, you fake, you were my biggest mistake
I bite my tongue so I can breathe and cross my heart for the enemy
You'll never hurt me again, will never let you in
You can't hurt me anymore, you can't hurt me anymore
You can't hurt me anymore, you can't hurt me anymore
You wanna try me one more time?
You can't hurt me anymore
Your laugh is getting louder as you choke on seawater
I will not wait on anyone, I am my own daughter
Go on and take your aim, go on and choose your pick
With daggers taken out, I'm sick, I'm sick
Get out of my house, this is my house
Now I want to hear what it sounds like
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You are a liar to me
You are a scar to me
You're the salt in the wound and the tear to the scab
never met a person more selfish, I wish I had
This is what you are to me
I'm not sugar-coating anything
You fucked up yet act so victimized
You looked into my eyes and swore on your sister's life
I gave you the benefit of the doubt
Cause I get what you're all about
I have no respect for you or anything you do
Cause I will never ever know if you are telling the truth
You will never be my enemy
I can be your enemy
Whatever makes you carry on
I'm done
No one is worth going down for
I am not sorry for choosing myself
I will not apologize
For the dust you collect on your wealth
Bleach the floor and lay here
Taking back the power from my grief tower
The switchblade in my cheek
To sing myself to sleep
I'm glad I have you
Even if it hurts
But every day I wake up
And the pain gets worse
I am worried
Fuck, I hope you care
Cause I am not sure fo my limit
Of when I should or shouldn't be there
I let my brain
Lead the way
But my heart is hooked up too
A semi-automatic train
You have given me the coldest grin
And my dreams are thick again
The weight is straining out my knees
Why don't you, double dog dare me
No one is worth going down for
I am not sorry for choosing myself
I will not apologize
For what I keep under my belt
Bleach the floor and lay here
Taking back the power from my grief tower
The switchblade in my cheek
To sing myself to sleep
I will eat my weight in glitter
No one is worth going down for
I am not sorry for choosing myself
I will not apologize
For the dust you collect on your wealth
No one is worth going down for
I am not sorry for choosing myself
I will not apologize
For what I keep under my belt
Bleach the floor and lay here
Taking back the power from my grief tower
The switchblade in my cheek
To sing myself to sleep
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CALVARY
03:13
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LYRICS:
I let thoughts come, I let them go
I am tired of feeling my body decompose
You can bet your ass I’m afraid
But I’m not gonna give up today
I swore I’d have to say goodbye
I thought that was my last day alive
Hurting myself won’t fix anything
I’m gonna let the healing sting
Because I will do the work
Cheers to the Calvary
I think I need you
For a false sense of control
I don’t want my tools to be weapons
Let me let you go
I’ll lead the end cause you lead the start
I can feel you in my jaw and in my heart
Hurting myself won’t fix anything
I’m gonna let the healing sting
Because I will do the work
Cheers to the Calvary
This is for love, I reject hate
This is for loss, this is for the fate
This is my life, this is my choice
This is my body, this is my voice
This is for love, I reject hate
This is for loss, this is for the fate
This is my life, this is my choice
This is my body, this is my voice
It’s a god damn war but hell I’m alive
Mark my words, I don’t want to die
Hurting myself won’t fix anything
I’m gonna let the healing sting
Because I will do the work
I will do the work
Cheers to the Calvary
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This One's For Kylee
04:14
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Another word being fed
The memory of you always rings out in my head
It's not the same when I hear your name
I miss you, why wouldn't you stay
There ain't no use in cryin'
It feels like pain is the currency and I'm the one buying
I wish there was something I could have done or said
I can't hear you, will these words ever be read
I am speaking from the side of my bed
There's nothing left to be said
Laugh with me one more time, something lets not be yet said
The smile you struck always gets stuck in my head
The stick n' poke you gave me but never got to complete
you got me much more than just skin deep
I don't wanna move on, I still don't believe
Was that you talking that one day or was I imagining things?
You took your own out of sight
But did you see your name is up in lights
There ain't no use in cryin'
It feels like pain is the currency and I'm the one buying
I wish there was something I could have done or said
I can't hear you, will these words ever be read
I am speaking from the side of my bed
There's nothing left to be said
I know you were there that one march night
That coat you wore, hung up for everyone in sight
We sat on the dirty floor eye to eye
I can't begin to explain how bad I wanna ask you why
I didn't say goodbye
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TRUST NO MAN
02:58
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Swallowed up by psyches bow
I am not afraid, lay me low
Make your incision and bleed me out
Did you hear me when I said no, I said no
I am gonna burn a hole in the rug
Face the gods I am my own son
Holy and divine, severed wrists to the alter
Face the cause, I am my own daughter
Fear no man, fear no state
Trust no man, bare no hate
I trust no man, I fear no fate
I trust no man, I bear no hate
Something always felt wrong to me
should have left that shit back in 2017
For the ache and the buzz in surrogate
You can't stand when I advocate (coward)
I trust myself and what I feel
I have full faith that I will heal
Don't get it twisted I am just dyslexic
I am no skeptic, just a deathly anorexic
I am gonna burn a hole in the rug
Face the gods I am my own son
Holy and divine, severed wrists to the alter
Face the cause, I am my own daughter
Fear no man, fear no state
Trust no man, bare no hate
I trust no man, I fear no fate
I trust no man, I bear no hate
You used my body, you used my love
after all the grief, you still abused my trust
I am gonna burn a hole in the rug
Face the gods I am my own son
Holy and divine, severed wrists to the alter
Face the cause, I am my own daughter
Fear no man, fear no state
Trust no man, bare no hate
I trust no man, I fear no fate
I trust no man, I bear no hate
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Leave Me Alone
03:23
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I walk out at night
The dark is its own ride
One thing on my mind
I'm not in the mood to die
If I could cut the stars
I could use the shards
I might feel better by myself
For now, I keep scissors in my belt
You don't have the right
How dare you
I'm not anyone to observe
Leave me to my own
Stay away
How dare you
I'm not anyone to observe
Leave me alone
This is not an invitation
This is just what I wear
Why do you think this grants any permission
To comment, shout, and stare?
This is no invitation
How dare you blame your inspiration
If you say 'not all men' one more time
I'm gonna fucking lose my mind
You don't have the right
How dare you
I'm not anyone to observe
Leave me to my own
Stay away
How dare you
I'm not anyone to observe
Leave me alone
I am not sentimental
I wish you thought this through
Frankly, I'm quite temperamental
Motherfucker, don't make this about you
Stay away
How dare you
I'm not anyone to observe
Leave me to my own
You don't have the right
How dare you
I'm not anyone to observe
Leave me alone
If you touch me again, I will sever you hand
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